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i had several wishes,in which context,i need to achieve by myself:
1.i need to be more responsible to every task that given to me.
2.i need more sleep in the night and more passion in the morning.
3.i need to change my thought and my feelings about my life and several things that i hate.i realise that everything is in the right place.
4.but basicly,i need to change.i spent 24 hours in wrong and bad habit.
5.i just need one clear feelings.

i experience vivid life until today.
i feel many crisis in this age.
i lost several important things and people in my life.
but i had several suprises and being found by others too.
i feel getting more close to my family.
i used more logic than thousand thoughts and random feelings.
and i admit that because of logic,i am not getting along with religion concept.
but i still believe there is a god.and god knows which part that i am not getting along with.

so here i am,twenty two years old,and unknown time left until i stop counting my birthday.