human-being

sometimes,i realize how broken i was right now.
yes,i did everything including hide and suffer a denial,just because i need it so bad.
i realize that i was no more than a strangling person to others.
and the situation that bring this to an end,is not the legit end,but it also drown me into a whole new ditch of confuseness,emptiness and hundred-percent sadness.

although i laugh.in context,half of it was a fake.

and now i am lost,which denial i have to choose?
denying that i need it?
or denying that i dont need it?


so where is the light that you promised me,god?